You Win

I cant erase our past
I cant erase our pain.
Theres nothing left we can do now,
just watch the pouring rain.

I cry myself to sleep,
only to wake up during the day.
I want back what we had
but we threw it all away.

Sometimes I want to scream,
to try to get it out.
But the depths of my mind,
are always filled with doubt.

Why did I have to love you?
To trust you and need you too?
Why do these things always happen,
to people like me and you?

I know this poem is short,
but it makes my heart ache.
I can only take so much of this,
before it starts to break.

I hope you get better soon,
Though I wont be seeing you again.
You will always remain in memory,
So I guess that means you win.

(Inside joke, long forgotten by now.)