I hide behind a smile
And hope that no one knows
I hold the pain in
It hurts so bad
But what can I do?
No one understands
Thereâ??s no way out
I feel as though Iâ??m trapped in a world that I canâ??t escape
Separated from everyone
Iâ??m all alone
Even in a group of people I feel alone
Because they donâ??t know me
Will they ever understand?
Or will I be lost forever?
I want someone to understand
I need someone there
I donâ??t want to be lost anymore
I want to let the feelings out
If I donâ??t the pain is going to kill me slowly
Why canâ??t I let the feelings out?
I have a feeling I donâ??t understand myself
Will I ever understand why I am the way I am?
Itâ??s so dark where I am right now
I canâ??t find my way out
Is there anyone out there who can help?
Maybe someday someone will find me
Maybe they can help
Then I can be sane again
I wonâ??t be hiding behind a smile anymore!!!
