When he speaks to me everything seems fine, but them somehow there are doubts that enter my mind.
One minute he's fine no problems are there, the next minute he's distant and I feel I've lost him I'm not sure were.
Maybe it's me, with my heart so afraid to trust, but right now I cry for I feel I love him so much.
I hate myself for crying I don't do this anymore, it's a weakness I can't afford this attachment that comes forth.
Should I pull away and let him go, walk away from his love or stay around and get hurt again because I loved to much.
It hurts so much to think he would hurt me and lie just to play a game.
I find it hard to even write my words for my heart just has nothing left, I have loved so much and lost a allot more and the heartache just keeps coming.
My tears will fall this one time and no more when the moment is through, for I have learned the hard way these tears hold only emptiness and dume.
