How to End

I want to end my life
I wish to cease to exist
I'm taking my last shallow breathes.
I'm pretty sure no one will care
lying dead all I'll get is stares
not one tear will be shed when I'm dead.
I feel so empty inside
and my hands have gone numb
my heart has hushed
I just can't feel it anymore.
Girls here are driving me insane
for my heartbreaks, its the boys I blame
barely moving with my head down in shame
High school drama is not a game.
Let me jump off and fall to my death
or inject myself with too much me-th
maybe I'll cut myself, it'll be less pain
or should I play the "pass out game".
I wish to cease to exist
I'm taking my last shallow breathes
I'm pretty sure no one will care
lying dead all I'll get is stares
my heartbeat has hushed
I just can't feel it anymore
girls here are driving me insane
for my heartbreaks, it's the boys I blame
let me jump off and fall to my death
or inject my self with too much me-th
no helping hand?
This is my end.