In this current time of my life
i already had enough to do
complete my year 12 studies
pass my sacs and exams
keep on top of the work
but never did i expect my mum to have cancer, or for things to become the way the have
with her chemo comes a blood clot
that causes her severe pain and breathing difficulties. it was the last hing we needed, but its been this way for a month. i am so unsure of whats going to come,
i have no where to turn
i cannot talk to my mum and dad
i cannot burden my friends
i cannot hold my pillow tight and hope everything will turn out
its not fair
what did we do to deserve this i want to scream out and cry
but what if things do not improve and my mother doesnt fair anybetter, what if it stays to haunt
us what will i do i cannot live without her
why cant the pain just go away
why cant it be the way it was
why now and why us
so many questions no where to turn
i want to be somewhere... anywhere else but here
