With Everything I Say--

I never loved you anyway,
who said i asked you to stay?
who said you were the only guy for me?

am i saying this because its true?
or am i saying it out of hurt from you?
you make me sick,
you make me smile
you make me cry,
you tell me everything,
from the truth to the lies,
i tried so hard, it went well for a while,
then it was like " we" became out of style,
out of date,
then by the time i tried to fix it,
it simply became just too late,
you turned to other girls,
and with that it came apart, my whole entire world,
you promised me everything..
i was your queen and you were my king,
but i guess thats ok... you moved on..
it's like I'm stuck in the essence of you,
even though you're gone..

you've gone away..
i just wanna say..
I'm trying to understand,
but it's so hard when you see the only man,
who you ever loved truly, just walk away..
so i guess that even with all the bad things i say..
i actually just wanted you to stay..