As I hold this bottle of pills
here comes the tears
thinking of my life and all my fears
fears to go on another day
feeling sad and miserable
I want this pain to go away
1 pill for the guys that used me
2 pills for the guys who abused me
3 pills for the bruises he caused
4 for the guy who pointed out all my flaws
5 for the one who made me feel like a queen
6 for the bruises he left that were unseen
I look in the bottle and the pills are almost gone
now no one else can ever do me wrong
I open up my mouth
and pour the rest in
washing it down with water
and washing away my sins
all the painful memories of my life
soon will be gone
as I close my eyes
and I know it wont be too long
my body is beginning to drift away
now all the pain that I feel
is beginning to go away
I can no longer feel my body
I'm becoming to weak
I try to gasp one last word
but I cannot even speak
I've cried for help so many times
all the hints I tried to send
but now its too late
and my life has come to an end
