Far To long

I'm trying so hard not to cry

I'm trying to hold it all in

But the pain feels like I might die

And I am giving into this sin

My foot has slipped from the ledge

I'm barely hanging on

And I'm staring over the edge

Wondering if I am to far gone

I held these secrets for far to long

Now they are threatening to overwhelm me

I thought it was being strong

But somehow I finally see

I can't find my way out

And I have lost your hand

My head is filled with so much doubt

And so many things I don't understand

So I'm sitting here trying so hard not to cry

But it is all caving in

And the ache is so deep it feels like I might die

So I keep holding on to this sin