Untitled... dont know what to call it...

Lately you have left me
To wonder all alone
Your not there in the night
You don't call on the phone

And I know that you are busy
But I feel abandoned and alone
I know I cant complain
But when are you coming home?

I know that in this world
I am nothing but second best
I know that you don't want to hear this
I know you want no stress

But if I have to keep quiet
For another day or two
I promise I will explode
I don't even know what I'll do

I am tired of being pushed
Of hiding what I feel
I know my position in this
But I just want it to feel real

I want to be able
To back the words I say
"Yeah he's my boyfriend
and we went out today"

"He took me the movies
We had loads of fun"
Yet all I can do is sit back
While you love your #1

For I am the secret in his life
No need for anything more
Just wait till he calls again
I cant take this anymore

I am lonely and exhausted
I don't want to cry no more
My heart is done with breaking
My soul has been left sore

I just want you to understand
I don't feel like your girl
I feel like I am a toy you use
In this whole other world

I no longer feel wanted
And I don't know what else to say
I just need you to love me
In each and every way

So I'll leave you with these words
Take care of what you have
For one day a better keeper
Will mend what you broke in half