You left me here alone again, but that's OK
I'll talk to you some other day, I mean
I understand you're busy, right?
So there'd be no use in us to fight, so
I'll just sit here at my window again, looking at the rain
I love the way the lightning is so bright and wild, yet so sane
It's been so long since we were together last, weird huh?
It's almost like you're just a memory now, from my past
It's a pretty good thing I didn't hold my breath, I might have passed -
Oh but don't worry, I'm not mad, because you know I love you
I'll just wait, don't feel guilty, I know I can't be the only one
But When you're not around I can't think of anything to do, but
I'll still wait here if I have to, because nothing can stop what we feel.
We still feel that way right? Or maybe I'm alone, No big deal, hey
Did you get my last letter? I sent it a few weeks back
I wrote it in a different color because I knew you liked it more than black,
but the funny thing is I forgot what color it was, I'm doing better now
I've sorta laid off the drugs, I'm trying but don't know how
I only took 200 mg today, aren't you proud?
Even though 50 is all that's aloud, you know I'm trying right?
I haven't cut myself lately, not intentionally, things look sorta bright
I don't know if you'll get this one either, I'll try to send it a couple timed
you know, just to make sure. Much love, truly yours just wait and see
I'll write back soon, this is Shelby
