More then a crush

Please dont call it a crush
it is way more then that
its more then love
its my life on the line
for you my life is up for grabbs

do you really care
do you care about me
everything you do is so perfect
you are waste of my time
but i dont care
you are way worth it

but are you really worth it
if you are gonna put me threw so much pain
you are not worht it
you are a fake
it took me forever to relize that we were not meant to be
but now that i hate you, you love me

why is life so complicated?