This is all because of you

You wonder why i do the stuff i do
its all thanks to you.
everyday it just keeps getting worse.
there isn't anything i can do now.
the past is the past
and holy crap do i miss it.
drugs drugs drugs
alcohol alcohol alcohol.
music music music
the only thing that's missing is... well... you.
I'm starting to hate drugs
and music is relating to my life more and more & it pisses me off
I'm starting to hate alcohol too
i bet you know what I'm gonna say next?...
I'm starting to hate you.
well the truth is...
i cant live without music
& there are some drugs i will never hate & will end up doing again
& some alcohol i will always be willing to drink.
go ahead say it you know what comes next...
i honestly will never not have feelings for you.
in a friend kinda way?
maybe? maybe not?
who knows?
i sure as hell don't know what tomorrow brings.
i think you should admit that too