Darkness calls to me at night,
And traps me in eternal sleep,
I cannot think or eat,
And sometimes I can barely speak.
Everyone knows to stay away,
And to just keep an eye on me,
Don't stay to close, don't go too far,
They don't know how hard it can be.
They see the scars, but don't understand,
They just ask questions and sigh,
Why bother if you wont listen to my voice?
You don't know about the tears I cry.
I don't mind the words you say behind me,
Or the looks I am given when I walk past,
But just because I don't mind doesn't lessen the pain,
Right now my heart feels like fragile glass.
I'm having trouble with my feelings right now,
And I don't need you breaking me apart,
My thoughts are all muddled and talk cant explain,
So try to be gentle with my heart.