UnHeard Voice

I shared my feelings with the people I know,
I told them the truth, I let the feelings show.
My heart was beating, and this I know is true
I sat there shaking trembling all through,
My hands were unsteady, loosing all grip,
I felt my life was over, like a sinking ship.
People were staring giving me dirty looks,
I wanted to be invisible, like in children's books.
I felt no one was listening, like I was alone,
My feelings were mixed up, torn and thrown.

But was it all worth it? Did they all listen?
Will they help? And make me start to glisten?
I sit there still now, not being able to move,
Waiting to hear them say that they approve.
Approve of me telling them all about me,
Not keeping anything, letting them all see.
Approve of my honesty and open heart,
Letting them know that we will not depart,
Approve of my behaviour and responsibility,
Showing them my truthful, and faithful ability.