At the top of my lungs

by AnorexicDream   Jun 1, 2006


Here i am
crying in my room
screaming at you
and i hear boom

you busted down
my bedroom door
you act like having me
is the hardest chore

i start to scream louder
try and jump out of the way
but there you are
and there you will stay

i scream and
i cry
you hit me harder
i wish to die

you finally leave
and i sit there crying
i scream louder
as if i were dying

i know you arent sorry
i didnt mean to make you mad
i just wanted
you to be a loving dad

i just wanted
you to care
laughs and giggles
we could share

instead i am stuck
with a house full of hate
and for love that will never come
i must forever wait

everynight
is a living hell
how much pain i am in
no one can ever tell

crying and screaming
at the top of my lungs
i give up
you won

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  • 18 years ago

    by Bri

    Woah...good poem..bad truth, but its the truth so its never good

    i can relate to you...im around if you need me

    bri /

  • 18 years ago

    by Katlynn

    =[ very sad very sad, i'm so so sorry if this is true. I hope everything will be okay and you did an amazing job of writing this and showing how different everyones life is. It's hard i believe but i wouldn't know at all, i just hope you are doing okay and glad to see you are writing still. Keep it up. keep on writing. i love you hun, remember that no matter what in life i'll always be here for you whenever you need me even though i live far away.

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