Goodbye Forever

I was way to shy to tell you
That you were not for me
But hell, I can still remember just all there is to know about that day
When you kissed me
And the way we were so happy in your bed
Breathing hard and knowing nothing
Because hardly any words were ever said

I liked you for your touch
But ignored you for so long
I couldn't admit that you had scared me
And that I had been so wrong
To have not told you
But instead
Settled for the option
Of just messing with your head

I'm sorry for that

I know I don't matter to you
So why can't I let this go
I see you everywhere
And I try so hard to act like
You meant absolutely nothing
But you know
You know

Goodbye forever
I hope this could be the last time
That your memory
would keep repeating in my head
Close the curtains on the windows
Shut the shades
Deflate the pillows
Take some time and talk to me Monday
Because Sunday hurts so bad

Goodbye forever
Hello and then Goodbye
I'm turning into what I've felt I've always been
Strong and independent
I don't believe just anything
Questioning everything
Running naked down the street
Swaying easy in a breeze
And all of you
All of you wanna be like me

So this is Goodbye
I can't even remember what the hell your name had been
Goodbye
Goodbye forever
And if you didn't get a chance to hear it, I'm saying it again
Goodbye
Goodbye forever
Goodbye