My constant Pain

My constant Pain

.the fact that I’m falling out of sanity

slowly slipping

never know when my day will come

nothing makes sense

trapped in a sphere that seems filled with anger

my own emotions haunt me

my feelings trap me

wishing I’d disappear

maybe the world will be a better place

and yet someone speaks to me through all my fire

my pain

my anger

my feelings of strain

my nose bleed

my red tears

my pulsing veins

constant decadence

walking hand in hand with my anger

my frustration

my grief

my sorrows

my obstacles

the foot steps that I follow

a love found and yet cannot be taken

the fuel that burns my fire

that burns

and burns

the fuel of the flame that twist and turns

my personal sickness

the disease that only flows in me

the turmoil

when will it end

I see the road and yet I see no turns

No walls

No construction site

No people

No stores

No smiles

Listening to the blood music that flows through my veins

The music that flows constantly in my head

No peace for me

No love

I sit alone in my dark corner

Ready to be taken

Almost lost my own hope of being awaken

An emotional reck

Almost no hope

Not even a speck

No sunny days

Just my constant rain

Clinching my fist

Closing my eyes

Tensing my body

For this is My constant Pain

By CoLliN