My regrets

The air was cool and dark
as we strolled down the street
you took hold of my hand
as my knees felt weak.

we were alone on a dead end
i felt really nervous
i couldnt trust myself
but this moment felt so perfect.

i couldnt believe this was happening
only a weekago i gave up on you
it was pointless to aim for the impossible
my friends all had crushes on you too.

but when we stopped at the end
you looked into my eyes
i returned the longing stare
and a chill went up my spine

\"im going to regret this.\" you said
as you leaned in for a kiss
is this a dream?
i felt the sweetness on my lips.

but for some reason i didnt resist
i knew this would happen in the end
i felt guilt wash over me
you were going out with my best friend.