This is my apology to one I have been holding onto for too long. I am sorry that I can't go on for myself...
I am sorry I have been bringing you down.
I just want you to know that the words of hate mean nothing.
I have been depending on you for far to much.
You shouldn't have to protect me anymore.
Why should you have to stay here with me?
I have kept you here long enough in this world of my own.
I shouldn't be expecting you to help me through forever.
I am sorry that I have been so selfish and have been thinking of nobody but myself.
For I have to learn to grow up on my own.
Because lessons of unfairness shouldn't have to be shared.
I do not expect to be forgiven,
because I myself have not done so.
I have a sinking feeling inside of me telling me that I was wrong.
I am guilty of everything, and things I have yet to confess.
But it is just a sign of my pathetic selfishness. -
