My eyes are heavy with sleep
My head is drifting away
I cannot stay awake
Now my thoughts begin to stray...
The depression is rewound
I find myself at the beginning
I find myself before the sadness
Now I start remembering...
You held my hand in yours
You looked into my eyes
You held me in you arms tenderly
Then you started the lies...
You told me you loved me
The first time made me smile
And then things went wrong
And now this love is vile...
The world is cold
Now that you have left my side
Your eyes now drift away
The pain breaks inside...
I wake from my memoires
I have tears streaked upon my face
I let more tears fall down
I cannot find my place...
I write the pain from my heart
Words twisted into a story
I cry a thousand ways every night
Everything is now a painful memory...
My face is pale
Sleepless nights etched into my skin
I feel hollow inside
The pain is no longer within...
I feel the pain rise to my lips
I feel it trying to burst out
All the lies making it true
This anger I just want to shout...
When I feel this pain
I start to look for the blade
When I find it
All my pain will start to fade...
The blade that is real
The blade that replaces you
The blade that comes back to help
The blade that is true...
The pain is relieved
When the blade has sliced my wrists
I feel the blood starting to drip
I know all the risks...
I wouldn't care if I die
Because you're already gone from my life
I wouldn't care if I bled away
You have already stabbed me with a knife...
I knew it was a mistake
To fall in love with someone like you
And now the pain is killing me
All this pain will never do...
I'm cutting the scars into memory
Writing your name upon my arms, unfeeling
But my name you will never forget
My suicide will make you start reeling...
Your name in blood on the wall
My tears streaked across the room
The blade clutch to my dead hand
Forever my blood will bring you doom...
