Upset Beyond Repair

Alone in my mind
In this world I cannot find
The tears that have shined
The scars do not look so kind

Upset beyond repair
All the times I thought you would care
All this hope I share
How do you think I'm going to fair?

Gone from the light
I can't turn around and fight
The colours have gone from my sight
The moon that had shone at night

Let me turn away
Let me have this say
All these thought I kept at bay
These tears already stray

In a sacred place
Where many pledge they're grace
Where honour shines from they're face
Where beauty is hidden behind lace

Upon the ground, these things I see
All this blood that cannot be
The trail that leads to me
Why do you keep saying 'we'?

I don't belong here
All these things that I fear
I need to make this clear
Now I'm going to pack my gear

Just let me sit and cry
I don't want to hear you lie
All these times I wished I could sigh
With this blade, I will fly

I will never be yours
I'll tear away from your claws
Let my crawl away on all fours
All these bleeding sores

In the silence that will sway
With the tears that stray
All the words you have left to say
This happens another day

Your gone from my hand
You're gone from where I stand
How I don't feel as grand
Now that I understand

I'm alone with you
All these things I'm going to do
This hope will never come true
You feel it, too

Lost in your eyes
In these fatal lies
The sky cries
And, now, the blood flies...