Used to be

by nikki   Jun 2, 2006


You don't even know how i feel
and i doubt you ever will
to me it doesn't seem real
i cant believe i took those pills

i never thought i could do that
is it really true?
all the things i have done
I'm sorry if i have hurt you

but cant you see my pain?
on the inside and the out
I'm sorry you see the cuts
i don't mean to make you shout

you walk straight past me
like I'm not there at all
are you really that far away
that you cant catch me when i fall?

well now it is to late
i am already down
my heart has closed up
now all i feel is hate

i cry in bed every night
but again nobody sees
doesn't anybody even miss
the happy person i used to be?

well tonight is the night
when i will be set free
after my suicide
maybe i will be the happy person i used to be...

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  • 18 years ago

    by nikki

    Its sexi_stoner@hotmail.com

  • 18 years ago

    by Samantha Parsons

    Hey sorry to do it this way, but i didn't see a email to get back at you. but i really did mean it and the poems i got on here were the first ones i have ever written before.

  • 18 years ago

    by Samantha Parsons

    This is an excellent poem. I know I can't say I know how you feel, but I really relate to this poem. I think the same things, but I hope you don't actually do this. You are a wonderful poet, so stay in this world and keep writing your delightful poems.

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