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Sorry
I know it\'s all my fault
I don\'t want to bring you down
you should get away but
I don\'t know what I\'d do without you
I\'m so sorry
but there have been too many apologies
made by me
I\'m ashamed
I don\'t deserve you
I don\'t deserve much
I\'m nothing much
except bad
and pathetic
pathetic.
I really don\'t like myself
I don\'t like what I am
I dont know...what to do
why can\'t I just fix myself
why do I have to go this way
why do I have to be such a f**king f**k up
you are so much better than this
I want to rip myself apart for troubling you
tear myself to pieces
just want you to be happy
stop myself