Sorry, part two

Dear Friend,

You were there when I needed you,
You let me know you care,
Right now I need you to understand,
Some things are too hard to share.
You saw me with a happy face,
The pain, I learnt to hide.
I couldn't talk things through with you,
I'm sorry that I lied.
Don't cry for me when I am gone
It's better off this way
If you knew how things really were,
You wouldn't ask me to stay.

I love you.