I have to make a decision,
And its to painful to choose between you two.
I want to choose you, Eric.
But something inside of me is refusing
to let me have you.
I love you the same as David.
My heart knows that well.
But still something inside of me
is still making me refuse.
I know you're unhappy of the choice
I have made.
All I can say is sorry.
So please forgive me.
I don't want to lose you.
I want to say I love you,
And that nothing will ever change that.
You'll always be my friend.
And maybe even one day
My lover again.
So please keep a special little spot
in your heart for me.
Cause Ill always have a little spot for you
in my little shattered heart.
I don't want to lose you.
I wont regret the decision
I have made
Or believe it was a mistake.
But please understand what I did,
I love the friendship we have,
And hope that it never ends.
I just don't want to lose you.
So please forgive me, love.
Ill miss and always remember
the moments we talked,
the kisses we shared,
and our memories together.
I hope to never lose you.
