As the light from the sun begins to shine
on a morning to beautiful and bright
I awake with a sigh so sad and so cold
Another day i have to face the world and fight
As echos bounce of the morning walls
From the sun beaming in through the screen
I turn away from the world and drop my head down
If only i had some place to lean
Sometimes i feel lifted
as if I'm about to fly
And sometimes i feel like I'm being dragged into the earth
Like I'm destined to die
I'm torn between the two
and I'm stretched across the earth
As if the world wants me to break
I just want to stay on my own turf
My sadness affects those around me
and i end up hurting those i love
I don't mean to cause you any pain
Its just that its so god damn tough
I met someone special
A true golden soul
A gentle white angel
A shallow floor to his hole
A smile so warm
a hug so inviting
His eyes so truthful
It just stops me hurting
A kiss filled with passion
A tear filled with love
A soul filled with need
He's like my angel from above
I feel so wanted
A feeling that i need
I hope one day i can repay him
His truly angelic deed