Won't be happy

Im sitting here awake theres too much on my mind i think of him and i do it all the time i dont kno what it is that maked me like him this much now hes so far away im scared were not going to keep in touch hours have passed as i toss and turn its so late, when will i learn to stop doing this to myself and get him off my mind? but theres just something about him hes one of a kind were walking along the beach hand in hand as he sneaks me a kiss i feel so special, cuz hes my man the sun on the ocean is glittering as we watch it set together its so romantic when im with him i feel as light as a feather but now its time to wake up and all that was just a dream i wish it was real now i just want to scream i miss him so much i wish we could be together 2 be with him i would travel thru the worst of weather this is the love im suffering thru i need to see him and i wont be happy untill i do...