I need you to know
I'm so scared
I haven't trusted
or leaned on someone
for a very long time
I'm not sure
how happy I'll get
but i know I'll pull away
when it gets too much
but just hold me close
and tell me it's ok
because I'm scared
scared to be in this relationship
scared to trust
scared to love
scared to lean on u
scared of being hurt
but I love you
please don't leave
be patient with me
and I'll get better
with time
but for now
I'm just..
scared
