She knows she can stop cutting, but tonight she knows it will be hard for her to do it. She knows tonight should be a good night but its not going to be for long. When she gets home she gets hit by her dad and she knows that he can’t stop no matter how hard he tries. She is so afraid to go home. That is one reason why she wont go home from her friends house until the next morning for clothes. Clothes for school because she knows if she goes home she will get beaten with anything from an iron to a book. She is so afraid. Afraid of life, afraid of living. She just wants to go to school one day and actually be happy and ok. She has tried before but her friends could tell something was wrong. This girl is afraid of her parents. When she gets home she knows something will happen. She has a loving boyfriend. He is the only person who really knows what goes on in her personal life. She has tried to tell the police but has broken down every time. She wants so badly to try again but she never gets the chance. Her dad finally beat her to death on 6-17-2010. Her golden birthday. Her dad finally went to jail after that. Her dad told the cops she fell and got hurt so badly. The cops knew he was lying. She knows she can stop cutting but with her dad at home she can’t.
