I long to tell you...

I wish I had courage,
And didnt wait,
But Im scared to tell you,
Soon it will be too late.

I open my mouth,
But the words dont come out,
Why cant I tell you,
What is all this doubt.

Am I scared of rejection,
Or scared of what u will say,
Maybe its both,
But its fear either way.

I guess since I cant,
Say it to you face to face,
I will write it down,
Right here in this space.

Loves a strong word,
Is what people say,
But its not strong enough,
To describe feeling this way.

You have so many qualities,
That so many girls wish for,
Your everything to me,
And so much more.

Oh how I long to say,
These words on my heart,
But I just cant say them,
I cant bring myself to start.

Im so scared that my time to tell you,
Is almost done,
So Im telling you now,
I know you are the one!

I have hope you will just,
Show me love,
This is what I pray,
To my Father above.

Why cant you know,
Why cant you see,
You and I ,
We are so meant to be.

When I see you smile,
It hurts me so bad,
Its a bittersweet feeling,
Both happy and sad.

I know that someday,
You may see me as I see you,
But until then,
What do I do.

I just want to say,
Even if You dont care,
I love you,
Ive said it there.

I said that four lettered word,
Which people use too much,
But to me thats how I feel,
Ive never had a feeling like such.

I know you may think,
Im just saying this for fun,
But I said it once and Ill say it again,
For me, you are the only one.

Now that you know,
And have read this text,
You know how I feel,
Now you decide what happens next.