My Killer

I try to smile,
But you insist a frown,
When i feel so up,
You like me when i'm down.

I laugh with my friends,
Cry when i'm with you,
Feels so free with them,
With you i feel used.

I tell all the truths,
You pretend they're lies,
I look alive on the outside,
But i've been killed deep inside.

For you are the killer,
And i'm just the victim,
No hearts are meant to be happy,
Not even this one.

Happiness is limited,
Especially with you,
Only depression was seen,
And love that you never knew.

After a broken heart,
And a few impressed friends,
I'm sorry to say,
But this is the end.

I'm done with the frowns,
I'm tried of the pretends,
I'm so sick of the killer,
All i want is my friends.

Thank god for them,
They couldn't believe that i could last,
I agreed with them,
This was longer then i asked.

For i will find a better love,
And suffer never,
For this relationship is the worst,
I will always hate you forever.