Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder
Did I really mean everything I said?

Sometimes I wonder
If I was better off dead

It feels weird to know that you helped me when I was so ready to call it quit
But now I'm wondering that I should just get over with it

What ever happened?
What went wrong?
Everything seemed so perfect
But I guess you weren't sure that it could even be this long

We all move on
Little by little
I wanted to move on with you
But now the pain is just so ill

If something ever changes would I ever feel the same
Probably not
But you know what
It never hurts to give it a shot