Have you ever thought that you might go insane?
that one day you'll snap and not be that same
you'll be lost to everyone and everything you know
in a world without rain, hail and snow
this place is an escape that is beyond your control
it will be like handing over to some stranger your soul
yet i cant help but wonder what it would be like
i think it might be refreshing like a nice long hike
in fact i find myself wishing it would happen to me
i get the feeling that i will then become free
the will be no more burdens no pressure at all
there will be no more pain cause there will be no where to fall
i will forget my past no more hurting memories
i don't have to worry about filling life with happy temporaries
money wont be an issue there is no price for this sort of life
i wont have to watch my words cause its impossible to feel strife
there will be no one to tease me to be horrible for no reason
i wont have a different mood for each season
i wont have to work to try find something thats right
it would be so much simpler if i just gave up this fight
yet i must stay in reality i know this is a matter of fact
its like I've made a promise its my secret pact
i cant do something so selfish I'm afraid I'm true
so i guess instead I'll just sit here and stew
i cant leave my brother leave him in a terrible state
because he'd be so devastated if that ended up being my fate
and of course the rest of my family would be upset to
to do that to them well thats just something i cant do
i can abandon my friends when I've promised I'll always be there
i cant leave them thinking i don't really care
although sometimes i feel near to the edge
alot of the time i feel like jumping off the ledge
I'm not gonna do it even though i wont say forever
so instead I'm gonna have to find another lever
something that will help me get a foot in the door
something that will help me get up off the floor
its time i got over the past and made myself strong
but at the moment that just feels wrong
to forget my past would be the best thing to do
but what you don't understand is what i went through
and how hard it would be to just forget
about my life i filled with REGRET!!!!!
hey guys my friend wrote this poem and i thought i would share it with you guys... i love her so much and i am really worried about her... it would mean alot to me if you could vote and comment on this... thanks!
