My Darkest Secret

Dear _______ ,

Are these words enough? I hope they are
Though maybe this write won't get too far
I'm sorry there is no other way
There are so many things I wish to say

I start with you, one starry night
I didn't trust you, no not quite
But you've proved well above the rest
My soul it flew; crashed in the test

And I don't know anyone who's had this power
To confiscate my heart; devour
To erase away my fears and fright
And bring back the sun into my life

It's easy but so complicated
So many tears on you I've tasted
Happy ones, which describes words
Each one more special than you've heard

If it's not enough, you are my friend
I'll say it now until the end
I wish my lips could speak my heart
Then you'd believe me from the start

Still it's acceptable, I understand
I'm scared; you're scared to hold my hand
Yet still you've put some charms on me
And I refuse to call, to cry and plea

Alas, surprisingly I'm loving you
So mesmerized, what shall I do
It's not fair I'm suffering; this is wrong
I want to wake up and be strong

I wish to feel that this time it's real
And spill out all this pain I feel
Of having you here in my grasp
But I will never have the guts to ask

So there it was, I wrote away,
My darkest secret of the day.

-Sarah-