Hey. well ... i dont really kno you but i DO kno that i hav the same "problem" as you do.. if thats wut u could call it but... i THINK ican relate to wuts goin on with ur feelings and everything. i dated this guy for 8 months and we broke up last year in the middle of september. and he started dating this girl that i was best friends with in 3rd grade and we hadnt been talking for about like.. i dunno maybe .. 8 months or more because we were supposed to be taking a "break" and he started ignoring my phone calls. and then just recently he called me and we've been talking for a little over a week now and like.. i dunno ... he's confusing.. i dunno if he still has feelings for me .. if he JUST wants to be friends .. if hes messing with my head. im not sure wuts going on. but ... it hurts because i still love him. ALOT. and i dont kno wut to do about it. and i thought .. ok .. u kinda sound like ur in a similar sitution. but ok. well ... comment bak or e-mail me at lil_gurl58117 or IM me on bombshell071190 (aim) k. later. (my name on here is bdo incase u didnt kno . but i thought itd be nice for us to hav sumone to tlak to about it and i think ur poems are great. i can relate to ALOT of them. -bye- ((becca))