Bleed

When the blood pours out
they think you've gone insane
as if u don't know what you're doing
but they know nothing about pain

they are a different type of human
they always have a smile on their face
they're the type that's always happy
they don't feel like a disgrace

i just don't understand
i don't get why they smile
i have nothing to smile about
because for years I've been in denial

but i wish i were like them
because at least they're happy
maybe their life wasn't that great
but at least their's wasn't so crappy.

i don't care if u hate what i wrote
i just needed a place to cry
now i can drop the razor
and let the blood written letters dry.