Inevitable love

Like climbing a ladder
with a weight on your leg
or searching for something
that doesn't exist

to forget someone you love
is like remembering someone
that you have never
even met

and now i am in a place
that i cant escape
a place of broken heartedness
an aura of loneliness

months after being ripped apart
i am still in love
how can this be

how can i still love you
when you have hurt me so much
and why can't i leave our past behind
and simply start over

i will tell you why...
b/c i love you
unconditionally
without question
and never will i stop

i am in love with you
forever and always
without an exception
please hear me out now

i love you!

****i always knew i still cared for him but i am now admitting to myself and everyone that i am in love with him! i cant help it but he left me alone and i still love him. im ready to say it....I am in love with Johnny Paul Rasey!***