I completely understand how you are feeling. i have the same problem and the guy i am still in love with has broken my heart 3 times. i just still haven't learnt to let him go. i wish i could. keep writing. your amazing.
much love,
tammie xoxo

Good job admitting it i think everyone but you knew it we wanted u 2 get over him not bottle it up i love you

Awwwwwwww.. i can so relate to this hun.. this was just oozing emotion, you used some great language, and it all flowed well! great write! 5/5