Years a go
as i was walking down my street i saw a little old lady
she was sitting on a rock
staring @ the flowers
smiling @ the birds
she started walking on the grass she bent down and touched it
and i just stared holding my bf\'s hand
she looked up
she had tears in her eyes
and she said
live ur life
don\'t grow up 2 soon
never let a guy control u
i coudn\'t understand then but now i do
cause i gave my heart to him too soon
i lost my friends 4 him
i lost ppls trust
i started lying
and now he dumped me and i am crying
and my best years r gone
and i know i cannot go back and relive them
today im like that little old lady
my heart is broken
i am lost
and i cannot find what i left behind
i lost everything
now as i stare @ that same grass
i understand
and ask myself \"how did i let this happenn?\"
and i dont have an answer
but i see what she saw in that single blade of grass
