Sad, depressed
Lonely, scared
I was brought into this world
So incredibly unprepared
No one told me of the pain
That I would have to endure
No one told me of my illness
Which to me posesses no cure
The mind numbing thoughts
Which flow through my mind
The tough girl look
So the real me no one can find
My innocent childhood
Ripped to shreds
With the evil ex-husbands
Blows to my head
The pain still pounds
Within my heart
My self-mutilation
Is such a great art
I want to escape
I want the world to see
A dead corpse
The real me
