V~UsE~V

Is it right to use you
the way that i do
am i scared to say I'm through
or am i scared of you.

why did i ever say yes
i know why i guess
it was her who made me say
what i had said that day.

she made me feel inviable
she made me feel unlovable
she lowered my self esteem
that girl is just plain mean.

i will admit to jelousey
but it was her you see
the reason we are together
and the reason we just cant be.

i won the battle
but left it with a scare
will i ever really know
who you truley are

what am i suppose to say
how and in what way
should i tell you what it is that i did
or should i just leave it to be unsaid?

i need some help its true
how could i do this to you
at first it was just a game
but it is just lame

to be with you unwilling
many thoughts of killing
but that i cannot do
because i think i love you.