Before...

She screams at night
Yet holding her head up high
She feels the fright
Her life is one big lie

She looks in the mirror
She doesn't know who looking at her
It doesn't become clearer
Only more of a blur

She feeds on self pain
She's too ashamed to admit it
If only someone could feel her strain
And stop that one last slit

It's all over for her
She cant feel a thing
She wishes it could be the way it were
Before it started to sting