Suicide Harms?

Laying on my back
Staring into the black sky
I feel small and alone
I feel the urge to cry

Cold and shivering
I wait for you to call
I sit there waiting forever frozen
But you never come and the tears fall

I am left with nothing
Dead to the feelings inside
I don't feel it anymore
Pity you never cried

My eyes are darkened by depression
The black spreading everywhere
This fake smile is going to break
Not that you care

The music still plays
The words I cannot understand
The sadness is my own tune now
The blood that slips through my hand

Kiss my frozen lips
Look into my sightless eyes
Hold my lifeless body
Understand why the angel sighs

Let tears run down your face
And feel sadness well up within
Feel hopeless and alone
Look upon my paled skin

See the pain
Tortured across me
Wonder why I never said a word
How could you not see?

The shadows coming up
Across my body, every where
The bruises are storytellers
The bruises tell you how I fair

There is blood missing
From the veins it dwelled
It is spilt across the floors
I never thought my skin would have held

Today, I have no future
Tomorrow, I am dead
Next year, I'm alone
In a decade, all this skin shall shed

I am the door everyone walks past
Never opened, never used
I am the disappearing youth
The things everyone is refused

Left till dawn is dusk
Left to wander into deaths arms
Left for the unknown to kill
Who knew that suicide harms?