Your Last Letter

There's something i want 2 say, but i cant speak.
I'm tired of being so weak.
Falling as every second turns into what seems like an hour.
I feel like the dead petals hanging from a flower.
I hide my memory's in a drawer so I don't have to deal with them any more.
I cant believe it turned out this way,
Why did are hearts have to turn so gray?
Knowing that we threw it all away,
I'm walking alone just like a stray.
I miss all the good times we had together,
threw the good and the bad weather.
I realize all my mistakes now.
I no I broke my vow.
I would give anything for you to forgive me, even my kidney.
So baby this is my letter to you,
to tell you how much I've grew.
I learn more about my self as every day goes by.
I write to you and hope for a reply.
I no i turned your heart sour
I no I'm the reason why everything was devoured.
But please give me a second chance, please give me one last glance.
One last glance at us with out any fuss.
I just want you to know i miss you so much, I miss your soft touch, i miss everything about us.
I always said I'm going to love you no matter what, i always said you would be my peanut.
I'm going to standby and never say goodbye,
I'm not going anywhere till i get your one last reply.

~ This is about my baby that is locked up im styll waiting for you baby !!! ~