Silent Cries

I sit like im fine.

But secretly I cry a silent cry.

Triing not to pry into your life.

In which I once was part.

That i showed my heart.

But now I cry a silent cry.

In my own way.

Everyday that i try to hide.

Behind the walls I put up.

To hide my fears and hide mysilent tears.

That no one ever hears.

because i am losing you again.

But what you need to hear,

Is that I need you more than anyone else.

you are the reason i am still here.

But now more tears will come.

Fore you ponder suicide yet again.

but i cant hide the way i feel about you.

I must try not to hide.

Before I lose the one i need most.

over and over and year by year.

But now i must cry my silent cries,

But wait people can see my tears bright as day.

But I dont get how!?

Oh wow. You have broken down my wall i hide behind.

Please feel proud.

You are the only one I will show my tears

Or that I will cry for!

i hope you hear my cries that plead

For you to stay.

please see the tears that i now cannot hide.

Time for my silent cries

To: Abraham E. Garcia much love *Amy Wilkerson*