Lies then goodbye

Sitting here feeling alone
tears streaming down my face when I'm at home
memories never to be erased
knowing some other girl has taken my place
loosing everything that we had in a day
watching him get up and walking away
having so much to say
living my life trying to be okay
smile on my face but being in pain
hurting cause our relationship has changed
loosing my friends because i choose him
looking back on the past not knowing what the future could have been
so sick of all his games
him having fun with his new girl while my feelings for him haven't changed
all those times i thought me and him we so close, but we were really far apart
in the end having a broken heart
having one mistake haunt me from the past
wishing the good times would always last
doing something wishing i could take it back
knowing the truth that there was something that i always lacked
he got up to leave
i cant believe hes doing this to me
our relationship was filled with heartbreaks and lies
not wanting too but knowing i must say goodbye
this was one relationship that i never wanted to end
I'm just sorry that after all this we cant even be friends