The way i feel is indescribable
do i self-inflict to ease my pain
or do i just deal
i wanna take this razor
that i made in my old cutting days
a slice it deep
but i made i vow to not cut again it used to make me so numb and my pain was done
I cant help myself
i cut once again
now the pain is gone but for how long
How long until my next escape?
How long until the thrill of the numbness comes back
The way i feel is indescribable
*~ this is a true poem please comment even if it sucks~*
