Broken Heart

I realize now that you want
Nothing to do with me. But that
Doesnâ??t make my feelings go away.
Anytime I look at you my eyes well-
Up with tears in the pain. Sometimes
I think I will never find love.
When I see you I think to myself,
â??Will anything ever heal my broken heart?â??
Anytime I see you I have a feeling
I canâ??t explain. It must be my heart
Crying out for hope in the pain.
When I look at you I feel like nothing
Else matters. When youâ??re near me
My heart flutters. Will I die in the
Loneliness? Or is there someone else
I canâ??t yet see? Do you hate me?
Or do you hide your true feelings
From me? Do you want someone
With a brain, like me? Or do you
Want someone with good looks,
Like blondyBlondynnot tell. You are
Always for good looks instead of a
True heart. I always thought youâ??d
Come to where I was sitting, and
Ask what I was writing.
Now, I know you do not care. Now
I know you like her over me. Itâ??s
Clear that, at heart, Iâ??m obviously
A better person than her. We are
The same, but she is skinny and
I am fat. She is pretty, whereas
I am ugly and hard on the eyes.
But you do not care. For she is
Prettier than I, and so you chose
Her. And now to show how much pain
You have caused me, let me say this:
Anytime I think of you, my eyes will
Well-up with tears from pain. I wish
You well dear person.