Losing My Life

Today was...
Anger
Tears
Pain
Wanting
Yelling
Trying

Tomorrow is...
Something I don't know.
Something I can't be there for.
Something that I wish i could find.

Today was...
Tomorrow Is...

My life is...
Lost
Gone
Not returning

My mind is...
Running wild
Thinking uncontrollably
Slowly dying

My soul is...
Shattered
Alone
Cold

My body is...
Broken
Left for dead
Hurting

My love is...
Everything to me
MY LIFE
MY MIND
MY BODY
MY SOUL

The day I lost someone that I truly love was the day I lost my life.

It could be returned, but not how it was. There will always be flaws and it will never be the same.

"I hope it was worth it"
"bye"

And knowing that it is my fault kills me along with it.