Remember when we met
nearly 4 years ago.
Never thought I would meet
someone like you.
Your special in every way.
I would do anything for you.
You know how best friends go through
there up's and down's, well I can say were
the first that hasn't.
We get along in every way.
Never have a fight.
It's so hard to express how I feel about you.
There so much I want to say, but I just can't
do that.
Those feelings are hidden away until another day.
Maybe one day I will be able to express them.
But I very much doubt it, your in love with someone.
And that person will never be me.
I know there's nothing I can say or do that
will change your mind.
No matter how hard it may be,
I have to accept that me and you will never be.
So I'm going to give up. I guess I will
keep hoping that one day my wish will come true.
Maybe one day I will realize that I just can't have
you.
I always ask myself, why do you have to be gay.
Because If you weren't I truly believe that you
would have been the one for me.
But I have moved on, and found someone new.
Even though sometimes I wonder if I wouldn't,
have met him and you weren't gay would we have had something.
